The night before important things I can NEVER sleep!!! Gahhh. I need to be well rested to start work tomorrow. :(

My ex is messaging every guy I start showing interest in, and scaring them off?
It seems like something he would do…
But why do it?
If you’re as happy as you say you are: STAY OUT OF MY LIFE!
I’m done with you, and I just want you to leave me alone.
You’ve already messaged two people, leave it at that!
I’m done with the bullshit!

People push their Old Testament views on me, when they say they live by the new one.
If you lived by the new testament, you wouldn’t be so ashamed to accept the differences in behaviors.
You would accept that Jesus died for your sins, and that you will be forgiven, as will I.
But telling me that I am going to hell for having premarital sex, and then saying it’s an unforgivable sin?
If that was the case, you would still be trading your daughter’s hand in marriage for three goats. You also wouldn’t have gotten divorced from your first two husbands. Because God looks at divorce as being an equal level sin as premarital sex.
On that note: for those of you who believe that I don’t accept gay marriage… You’re very wrong.
I believe that it is your own choice as to whether or not you want to get one. Does it mean that I will be supportive of it? No. But it is entirely your choice.
I believe that if I have the right to get married to a man, you should have the right to choose for yourself.
I also don’t believe that there is not a single point where you won’t be forgiven for it if you ever find God and start following that, instead.
But it entirely your choice.
I don’t think abortions should be outlawed either, and that’s where my views on gay marriage lay. If I don’t want one, I won’t get one. If you want one, go for it. I won’t hold it against you.
Anyways… My semi-rant for the night. :)

Only to begin reading a book I hadn’t read in a while.

I forgot how amazing Burned really was. I absolutely adore Pattyn. I wish I could find someone to love me like Ethan loves her. If only I could be so fortunate. He’s an absolute gentleman, and has an amazing personality. I think I have fallen in love with a character from a book!

Too bad the ending sucks.